LIFE
IN THE MIDST OF DEATH
by John C. Miller
DEATH - THE SORROW
Some of the ways that God uses to speak to His church are not
what we would
choose, but we recognize that they are perfect. His ways are much
higher than
ours and far beyond the understanding of our finite minds.
During one Sunday morning service in 1992, we received a piece
of shocking
news. While traveling back to Buenos Aires after a few days of
vacation,
Alfredo Sordian - one of our church pillars - and his family,
were involved in
a tragic auto accident. His wife Noemi was instantly killed. The
other four
passengers were miraculously saved. A man had gone to sleep at
the wheel and
ran his car head-on into Alfredo's car, totally demolishing it.
The presiding
judge remarked that "There wasn't just one death, but four
resurrections." The
Sordians were directors of the Bible school that year. All the
circumstances
surrounding the event have truly marked a new phase for our
church.
DEATH - THE VICTORY
As we commemorate again together this Easter the death and
resurrection of our
Lord, we recall His words, "I am the resurrection, and the
life: he that
believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live."
(John 11:25)
Death begets life. "Except a corn of wheat fall into the
ground and die, it
abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit."
(John 12:24)
Death is necessary before life can come forth. Many are the times
in life when
we "sow in tears" and "go forth weeping."
But, if we are born of the Spirit,
and the Spirit of Christ is in us, we are bearing "precious
seed", and we
"shall reap in joy" and "shall doubtless come
again with rejoicing, bringing
his sheaves with him." (Psalms 126:5,6)
We tend to forget that within the seed, buried deep beneath dark
sod,
something is stirring. The seed might cry out in despair,
"My God, my God, why
hast thou forsaken me?" (Mat. 27:46, Psalm 22:1) Yet, that
seed is awakened
through "death", and it's at this time that the miracle
of life begins.
Somewhere deep within, that new life is in the making. A healthy,
strong
fruit-bearing tree is being formed. When faith is gone and hope
is spent, when
our cupboards finally empty of selfish ambitions, soulish belief
and natural
strengths, when we finally stop trying, stop prying and start
dying, when
"death" has done its work ii us THEN God's deeper work
begins! He starts there
in the dark emptiness of the sod, the sorrow, and the grave. His
work of
creation began when "the earth was without form, and void;
and darkness was
upon the face of the deep." It was then that "the
Spirit of God moved upon the
face of the waters." (Genesis 1:2)
DARKNESS - where God works. "Moses drew near unto the
thick darkness where
God was." (Exodus 20:21)
DARKNESS - where treasures often lie. "And I will give
thee the treasures of
darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest
know that I,
the LORD, which call thee by thy name, am the God of
Israel." (Isaiah 45:3)
It was with the dark soil that "the LORD God formed man
of the dust of the
ground." Then when God was through with His work (a work
Adam wasn't even
aware was being done), "God.... breathed into his nostrils
the breath of
life; and man became a living soul." (Genesis 2:7)
IT WAS AS HE SLEPT that God was bringing forth Adam's longings
for a
companion. Perhaps as he lay there sleeping he was dreaming that
God had
forgotten His promise. But, in reality, the opposite was taking
place. As he
slept God "...took one of his ribs..... made he a woman, and
brought her unto
the man." (Genesis 2:21,22)
IT WAS AS ABRAM SLEPT that God's great covenant was given.
"...a deep sleep fell
upon Abram; and, lo, an horror of great darkness fell upon him...
(and) the LORD
made a covenant with Abram..." (Genesis 15:12-18)
IT WAS AS JACOB SLEPT that God visited him. "And Jacob
awaked out of his
sleep, and he said, Surely the LORD is in this place; and I knew
it not." When
he awoke, still surrounded by the darkness, "he was afraid,
and said, How
dreadful is this place! this is none other but the house of God,
and this is
the gate of heaven." (Genesis 28:16,17)
IT WAS AS LAZARUS SLEPT that Jesus drew near. "Our friend
Lazarus sleepeth;
but I go, that I may awake him out of sleep." (John 11:11)
IT WAS AS PETER SLEPT that deliverance came. "Peter was
sleeping between two
soldiers... and, behold, the angel of the Lord came upon him...
And his chains
fell off from his hands... And he went out... and wist not that
it was true
which was done by the angel; but thought he saw a vision."
That very same
night "prayer was made without ceasing of the church unto
God for him." Yet so
lacking in faith was their prayers that night that when little
Rhoda came to
say Peter was indeed at the door, they said, "Thou art mad.
But she constantly
affirmed that it was even so." God answers prayer but often
He waits till our
nights to do so. "Then said they, It is his angel."
They thought that Herod
had finally killed him, and they believed they were seeing his
angel or his
ghost. "But Peter continued knocking: and when they had
opened the door, and
saw him, they were astonished."
(Acts 12: 6-16)
IT WAS AS THE DISCIPLES TRIED TO SLEEP, who were fearful
behind closed doors
and lamenting their loss that "Jesus came and stood in the
midst, and saith
unto them, Peace be unto you... Then were the disciples glad,
when they saw
the Lord." (John 20:19,20) Can't you hear the gentle,
loving, chiding words of
our Lord, "O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou
doubt?" (Matthew
14:31)
God works wonders in the dark times. And, the same God Who
formed the darkness
also formed the light. "For God, who commanded the light to
shine out of
darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the
knowledge of the
glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ." (II Corinthians
4:6)